A reflection on Sunday's readings (2/10/2013)
They may be found here, or if you go to mass!
Coach Tom Thibodeau
of the Chicago Bulls has battled a lot of injuries on his team the
past two years. Reporters constantly ask him what he can do to win
the next game—should they trade for a new player? Should they
attempt something different and new? Thibodeau responds, without
fail, every single time with this phrase: “We have more than enough
to win.” He can say this because of the simple mantra he teaches
his team every day, every practice: know your role, know your job, do
your job. In the context of today's Scripture readings we can see
these words as a great spiritual insight. With God we have more than
enough to win.
When we look to
Isaiah, today's first reading, he beholds the face of God and
immediately laments. He cries out that he is a man of unclean lips in
a land of unclean lips. Then God takes the initiative. His seraphim
came and purged Isaiah's sin. Notice that it did not
say Isaiah was blameless, but when he recognized his sins the Lord
came to him. God strengthened him, but with that new strength God
calls out 'Whom shall I send?' Isaiah leapt up, ready to do God's
will. God does not leave us to our own devices when we respond to
Him, but this works in two ways. When we turn to God we recognize our
weakness and seek strength. In that newfound strength, however, God
does not let us rest—he puts us to work. We pray to Him so we can
know our job. He gives us the strength to do our job.
St. Peter is our
model, as he so often is, in the Gospel reading. The Gospel writer
adds a bit of a wrinkle that makes it different from Isaiah in an
important way. Peter, his brother, and their companions had been
working all day. We see how Peter was already predisposed toward
Jesus because when he came to them Peter allowed Jesus to use his
boat. Peter was a good man ready to serve the Lord. But then Christ
asks a bit more of him: “Cast your nets into deep water.” Here we
see, simultaneously, Peter's strength and weakness. He replies that
'I've been working hard all day, but at your command I will do as you
say.'
He says, in a way,
“I thought I was doing it right, but have nothing to show for it.'
He believed himself full, but his net was empty. When he listened to
Jesus his nets were not only full for himself but for everyone around
him as well. This is when it strikes Peter: his nets were empty when
he was empty—that is to say that his was empty until Christ
was a part of it. Christ was not with him as a thought, or as some
disinterested person. Christ was with Peter in his work and, with
Christ, Peter had more than enough fish. In fact, the boats “were
in danger of sinking.”
Peter's life before
Christ may have been empty but with Christ it's almost too
much to bear.
Peter, feeling that
weight, falls to his knees. He recognizes his emptiness. His
confidence turns to contrition the moment he witnesses Christ's
power. He says “Depart from me for I am a sinful man.” Jesus,
however, in showing Peter what he would accomplish with Him said 'Do
not be afraid.' Then he gave Peter his job, “You will be catching
men.” Then Peter, emptying himself and leaving everything behind,
follows Christ and gains everything.
Don't just sit there. God has work for you to do too! |
Brothers and
sisters, we see in both the Old Testament and the New that God did
not radically change Isaiah or Peter—he did not change who
they were. They were not transported to another world nor were either
of them told to simply sit in fear of their unworthiness before God.
They were made to recognize what they weren't—perfect, sinless;
they were shown what (or rather, who) they had—God; then they were
sent to do their job—preach God to the whole world so they might do
the same. In our studies and in our work we must do the same. We must
not separate God from our work, for if we do not accept God into our
work then our nets will be empty. When we do, however, we'll have
more than we know what to do with., and that's all for the better. Do
not be afraid of the work before you, do not be afraid of your
sinfulness, nor be afraid of what you lack—if you find Jesus Christ
and stay with him you'll have more than enough to win.
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